Tonight's gonna be a good good night ,,, how i don't know its just what this song in my head says ... you all might know this black eyes peas song ... i am sure you do ..
So today is a ordinary boring and yet again a disappointing day in my life ... watching someone else living your dream is quite a frustrating job and i think i am well appointed for this job (By God obviously ) and its gonna take a while .. frankly i am not that good at it ,,, its like Mr. Manmohan appointed for the PM seat ... for Five years ... great is what it sounds to me ...
But we can't do anything about it .... as he is selected by the board to stand in that position of PM because he was the safe player ... i can tell u this but the reason of me being the victim here is not clear to me ... so don't seek for any insight stories ...
I read today that to seek for something will always cause you pain but not to seek for anything is just a bliss .. so did Buddha meant to give up everything,, because according to me the expectations are important to keep our intentions updated and that's how we Normal people achieve fame ... and money and most important ... I forget I've already mentioned the money ... let me thing what does all this attracts ...hmm more people who wanna know us for our achievements ... that is how we develop a good circle ... where other admire us ...
So by not seeking for anything we can lose our presence as a human cause if i am correct we are called to be social animals ... even the animal seek solitude from the humans and to live peacefully with their natural life cycle not completely destroyed by our ACs ...that's just an example ...
Let it be... Buddha is far gone to answer this question of mine ... but me writing all this really doesn't mean that i am against him or Buddhism i can never be ... i am just lil curious ...
You know my soul reason to write today was not only related to Dear Gautama but it was related to how many fake and snobbish human minds i deal everyday(i sometimes hate them for this but here i can apply Mr. Buddha's teaching in a lame fashion in the terms of "Ignorance is a bliss ")
Take me to wonderland - its a just a song i am listening ... well i like to listen to songs a lot so ...
We were discussing some people who really wanna be discussed ..who at every point insult others its in their nature ... they are the veteran of this stream... and if b tech also had a subject of how u can present your evil side in the most efficient way ... i can assure you they had made the century and that even in the minimum balls (cricket lover's will understand )...And may be i'd also have scored some good marks too .. i should put it in the My opinion to the college welfare BOX ... if we really have one ... but i doubt ... we don't have a common room ... well these two things are not related so don't worry ...
I hope you all could find some genuine people in your life ...
I Am feeling so good aftr writing it all may be this was the reason i started this thing in the first place ... and you know what i wanna write all night to make this night a good night and to also annoy people around from the typing noise (not joking )... Still for my eyes sake i am gonna give it a pause see you all soon... XOXO
So today is a ordinary boring and yet again a disappointing day in my life ... watching someone else living your dream is quite a frustrating job and i think i am well appointed for this job (By God obviously ) and its gonna take a while .. frankly i am not that good at it ,,, its like Mr. Manmohan appointed for the PM seat ... for Five years ... great is what it sounds to me ...
But we can't do anything about it .... as he is selected by the board to stand in that position of PM because he was the safe player ... i can tell u this but the reason of me being the victim here is not clear to me ... so don't seek for any insight stories ...
I read today that to seek for something will always cause you pain but not to seek for anything is just a bliss .. so did Buddha meant to give up everything,, because according to me the expectations are important to keep our intentions updated and that's how we Normal people achieve fame ... and money and most important ... I forget I've already mentioned the money ... let me thing what does all this attracts ...hmm more people who wanna know us for our achievements ... that is how we develop a good circle ... where other admire us ...
Let it be... Buddha is far gone to answer this question of mine ... but me writing all this really doesn't mean that i am against him or Buddhism i can never be ... i am just lil curious ...
You know my soul reason to write today was not only related to Dear Gautama but it was related to how many fake and snobbish human minds i deal everyday(i sometimes hate them for this but here i can apply Mr. Buddha's teaching in a lame fashion in the terms of "Ignorance is a bliss ")
Take me to wonderland - its a just a song i am listening ... well i like to listen to songs a lot so ...
We were discussing some people who really wanna be discussed ..who at every point insult others its in their nature ... they are the veteran of this stream... and if b tech also had a subject of how u can present your evil side in the most efficient way ... i can assure you they had made the century and that even in the minimum balls (cricket lover's will understand )...And may be i'd also have scored some good marks too .. i should put it in the My opinion to the college welfare BOX ... if we really have one ... but i doubt ... we don't have a common room ... well these two things are not related so don't worry ...
I hope you all could find some genuine people in your life ...
I Am feeling so good aftr writing it all may be this was the reason i started this thing in the first place ... and you know what i wanna write all night to make this night a good night and to also annoy people around from the typing noise (not joking )... Still for my eyes sake i am gonna give it a pause see you all soon... XOXO
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