Its the feeling I get by staying in this room ... its not about that these people ain't fun they are they've always been that's why i was friends with them . but these are some what different person then me .. they are what we call polished students of very known and established catholic school ..with excellent communication skills and confidence cause they had the ex poser that i never happen to have ... n i know i lack in every way in those they excel ... i am not close to pretty ... n they have a fan following actually if we had something like prom queen ... or something similar to it they could have won it in a blink .. so now u can clearly compare ...
I don't hate them .. abhorrence is assigned feature of others ,,, they are my friends but the problem is that they are BFF to each other ... and i am just a third party so they can avoid an intruder with less benefits and more disturbance...
with them i Don't feel my value ... that's why i wanted to stay away form these ... i was happier at my training ...where my work was appreciated and i never felt the laziness ... So many lousy people i see everyday ... some i want to slap .. and to blow their heads off ....for some i care but they have their greedy aspects which make me disgust about them most of the time... i am better alone ... i just don't wanna be compared ... i am different sometimes cruel most times helpful... a number of times bitchy ...a few times grateful ... and thoughtful every time....and imagination is my life ... i can have three consecutive dreams in one n8 ... and i can still remember each of them... i like music though my choice is way different then others thats why i don't share my playlist ... i like to watch supernaturals and horror movies according to them they are useless and sick mentality... but sometimes a funride in amusement park is better then a doubt about president and and Indian law ... horror movies trill's you up ... they bring you to think about that monster of your basement which was never there but it could have been their ... they don't apparently get the fact of a different type of theater also means horror movies ... that's also a entertainment ... like the cute and dump blond movies they watch irrespective of their stupid story line and extra irritating characters... i also watch them cause that's also a type of enjoyment ... to see stupid people do things at their consummate....At one hand they don't want to see picture which are a little trouble at understanding first but are in fact very comprehensively made of audience like them ... they even watch illusionist n say its a tremendously boring script ... and then i try to keep silence....
a road side plant of small and unknown flower can look equally beautiful in after rain rays of sun as a rose does ... But the person should have a vision to at least observe the nature...
I took a photo of them ... which occurred to be the best one ... well am i good with cameras ?... i dn't know ... many people have suggested me to carry on but still i am an infant ... its may be the good looks of people that i capture what makes the pic look awesome ... they don't forget to mention me but my part ends to that limit ... beyond that there's no me its them and their high stander talks ... i am not jealous but its just i can't pretend to be them ... snobbishness is not for me i guess ... so i m gonna hold myself together ..and stay as far as possible from barbie dolls with brains ...i prefer solitude to gregariousness ..unless i find my own herd ...
I don't hate them .. abhorrence is assigned feature of others ,,, they are my friends but the problem is that they are BFF to each other ... and i am just a third party so they can avoid an intruder with less benefits and more disturbance...
with them i Don't feel my value ... that's why i wanted to stay away form these ... i was happier at my training ...where my work was appreciated and i never felt the laziness ... So many lousy people i see everyday ... some i want to slap .. and to blow their heads off ....for some i care but they have their greedy aspects which make me disgust about them most of the time... i am better alone ... i just don't wanna be compared ... i am different sometimes cruel most times helpful... a number of times bitchy ...a few times grateful ... and thoughtful every time....and imagination is my life ... i can have three consecutive dreams in one n8 ... and i can still remember each of them... i like music though my choice is way different then others thats why i don't share my playlist ... i like to watch supernaturals and horror movies according to them they are useless and sick mentality... but sometimes a funride in amusement park is better then a doubt about president and and Indian law ... horror movies trill's you up ... they bring you to think about that monster of your basement which was never there but it could have been their ... they don't apparently get the fact of a different type of theater also means horror movies ... that's also a entertainment ... like the cute and dump blond movies they watch irrespective of their stupid story line and extra irritating characters... i also watch them cause that's also a type of enjoyment ... to see stupid people do things at their consummate....At one hand they don't want to see picture which are a little trouble at understanding first but are in fact very comprehensively made of audience like them ... they even watch illusionist n say its a tremendously boring script ... and then i try to keep silence....
I took a photo of them ... which occurred to be the best one ... well am i good with cameras ?... i dn't know ... many people have suggested me to carry on but still i am an infant ... its may be the good looks of people that i capture what makes the pic look awesome ... they don't forget to mention me but my part ends to that limit ... beyond that there's no me its them and their high stander talks ... i am not jealous but its just i can't pretend to be them ... snobbishness is not for me i guess ... so i m gonna hold myself together ..and stay as far as possible from barbie dolls with brains ...i prefer solitude to gregariousness ..unless i find my own herd ...
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