k so i was feelng sumthng today .. n i dnt knw wthr i m doin r8 writng it on my blog but i take my blog as my diary ...so its k i guess ...
i had a friend ... i am not sure of having her still(we just say hi and pass smiles that's all).... so i had a frnd very nice girl good from heart .. very different .,. it was all fun ... never thought that i could ever have a frnd actually as a best friend sort of (i thought that girls are always bitchy.. all they can do is to discuss nail paints ... well i am also a girl no doubt but i stay a little away from these glittery things ) ... but she happen to be one ... we met in college(that time she was having a lit trouble with room .. and she was a notorious character for me ) ... i never wanted her in my room .. but i guess god push both of us .. and from no ones we became best of friends ... and after a year or so.. we were talking and watching some movie and she was talkng about her bf ... n i thought that how good is she as a person and what wrong people talk about her .. she really need sum really good frnds and i decided to be her frnd for ever so i wrote her a note as my promise to her ... but after 6 months that promise was broken ...
How ?? i may say we went into an accidental consequence of a desired but not so legal event ... that i totally ruined my life with my own hands .... but all of us were involved ... and when it came to telling who pushed us to do such things ... we needed a person to blame .... and she was a simple target ... for everyone ...and i had to go with everyone ... because ... i don't know y..may b there was no other option... may b there wasn't may b there was.... but i chose the simpler way out ... so i left her ... where she was still in believe that we can make up for the loss ... i just walked away ... due to the torrent which smashed every possible happiness of my life ...
But now i feel ...i should apologize to her ... at least .. i miss my frnd ... i do but it's hard to commit .... now for this moment i really think that i will talk to her about it ... but may b i won't when i finally see her ...
then one day may b she will come to see this post and that day may b i will only b a name to her ...
never take anything for granted ...never ...
Still i m happy now ... because i have very nice memories of my frndship with her ...
cheers to our frndship I ...
i had a friend ... i am not sure of having her still(we just say hi and pass smiles that's all).... so i had a frnd very nice girl good from heart .. very different .,. it was all fun ... never thought that i could ever have a frnd actually as a best friend sort of (i thought that girls are always bitchy.. all they can do is to discuss nail paints ... well i am also a girl no doubt but i stay a little away from these glittery things ) ... but she happen to be one ... we met in college(that time she was having a lit trouble with room .. and she was a notorious character for me ) ... i never wanted her in my room .. but i guess god push both of us .. and from no ones we became best of friends ... and after a year or so.. we were talking and watching some movie and she was talkng about her bf ... n i thought that how good is she as a person and what wrong people talk about her .. she really need sum really good frnds and i decided to be her frnd for ever so i wrote her a note as my promise to her ... but after 6 months that promise was broken ...
How ?? i may say we went into an accidental consequence of a desired but not so legal event ... that i totally ruined my life with my own hands .... but all of us were involved ... and when it came to telling who pushed us to do such things ... we needed a person to blame .... and she was a simple target ... for everyone ...and i had to go with everyone ... because ... i don't know y..may b there was no other option... may b there wasn't may b there was.... but i chose the simpler way out ... so i left her ... where she was still in believe that we can make up for the loss ... i just walked away ... due to the torrent which smashed every possible happiness of my life ...
But now i feel ...i should apologize to her ... at least .. i miss my frnd ... i do but it's hard to commit .... now for this moment i really think that i will talk to her about it ... but may b i won't when i finally see her ...
then one day may b she will come to see this post and that day may b i will only b a name to her ...
never take anything for granted ...never ...
Still i m happy now ... because i have very nice memories of my frndship with her ...
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