Friday, 5 April 2013

Specially for you :)

           I believe in helping people ...helping friends .. doing favors ...doing special things to make them smile ... sometimes i really think that if i had more money than this like extra (a lot of extra money)  then I would have had everyone around me happy always ... its not charity i love those who like me and by making them feel good i do my job or i will be doing as soon as i get rich enough ... i know money can't always buy happiness but sometimes it really can .... i also believe you can have all the wealth in the world but if you don't have close ones you don't have anything .... i do things for everyone but there is one person who does everything possible for me but i may haven't been that generous to him ... still i think by dedicating a post to you will bring a smile on your face ...

           It has been long that we have given us the time, long enough that made delusions and doubts in my mind ..  but one thing is for sure there were no second thoughts when i told you i love you .... the feeling is still intact like a diamond after all the brutal years ...i will not say we had a very glib passage behind us (it was mostly because of me) still you proved to be every reason of my happiness ...all the things that I've told you related to my feelings are as true as my existence ...all the late night messages all the mails they are written proof of this expression of mine ...even in the moments of rage the sense of your presence in my life knocks out all the arguments of being mad at you ...

            I always wonder how all plans vanish from my mind when i see you? .. and how i started behaving so dependent over someone ?.how it can be so hard to resist being shy in your constant gaze? ..

how a thought of you can stimulate a smile ?...

          Whether i admit it or not i really love you a lot  ,,, i think words are not enough to express love ....but it's only words and words are all i have to take your heart away ... well i know i have yours .. still i can give a little acknowledgement in a while .... :)

       
          I appreciate you for every piece of effort you do to make it work again when i am simply at the verge of giving up ...  the time you stood by my side and took care of me when i was totally wasted when the best thing for you was to flee and save yourself from mass destruction... i still remember you joking about my mistake when i got all my conscious back and it brought a great smile on face  ... the time I've spent with you makes the most important chapter of my life...
       
        Once I thought it's so foolish of people to cry watching a romantic movie just because the lover dies in the end ..How songs can make you remind of someone they are just lyrics over some tune ?...or how people can talk on phone for such long hours ?? what is there to talk that takes so much time ??  Now i can say I've all the answers ....my case is little funny i watch horror movies and get scared then i call him at 4 am wishing he'll wake up or leave him some message and miraculously he wakes up and consoles me (waking like this is not at all his thing he loves sleeping more than me ...seriously ) ..


       Sometimes i just want to look at you.. observe as you do your thing completely unaware of me watching you ..do you know why i do it ? cuz I wanna have that vision of you sitting in front with me when i leave for a period of time 

        I know you are not good with selecting gifts but a rose from you can do this tedious job so you stop worrying I've different ways to spend your money....the best among those is doing my favorite activity shopping ;)..

       
         After all this time of my life being with you is very important to
 me and I am not gonna let go someone  really this romantic ...  
        
        I never thought that i'll ever feel this way for anyone ...i must say you have some magic ... i hope when ever you read it ever it makes you think about me ...  the love that we cherish...  :)  XOXO

  

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