What about happiness and love ??

As we grow we see different sheds of our family members. They expect something always .. i always thought y so ...??  because they care about us and about our future ... but why does they change after one failure of yours .. suddenly you slip down to the level of useless child ... and it builds something so difficult to explain that instead of trying to build your image again you go with what people think about you ... and now nothing matters because this time those people are your family members who were your support system once but now they all have a different opinion about you.. now you are a rotten egg .. and nobodies cares about you ... every time you hear is something you did wrong .. and how you make your family ashamed of having you ... soon you realize that you don't even have tears to cry with ... because it your life now .. it who you are now .. because instead for making yourself you lead to a simpler way in life ... fighting was the thing you should have done .. but its never late ... Don't fight for other ..but at least for yourself you have to do it ... to stand above the crowd and to look into the eyes of those old familiar family people ..and say that i am proud of myself <3